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He was on dating apps

The pro ess of cycling into compulsive use of substances such as virtual ai, apps, or other online reinforcement tools that allow users to access the private world of their virtual vault of fantasy and escape.

After initial exposure to the site my husband felt feelings of pleasure I couldn't command at this point in our lives.

My partner felt a euphoric sense flood his body as dopamine flooded his reward system and triggered positive reinforcement of his interaction with the site.

The pleasurable experience of interaction with new mates and Bumble's perfect member interface system made it more likely he would continue this behavior or swiping and matching in pursuit of that same pleasureeach time.

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NFL Cheerleaders visited husbands base during his time in theater

I thought my deployed husband told ke everything, give me strength cause I was wrong!

Let me share with you my stories and research I gathered after my betrayal trauma discovery day #7. It's never a pretty site when you realize your partner has an obsession with virtual sex.

Contact me for real peer-to-peer advice or to tell your story. XoXo

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Why does my partner Hide Porn?

I can’t compete with the world wide web. My husband has access to every type of women and type of fetish all at his fingertips. It’s so excessable and easily hidden.

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I feel invisible, there’s no competing when a loved one is addicted to virtual sex and relationships.

I was bored too, I thought as I began to rationalize the discovery of my husband's betrayal trauma. Filled with questions of how could he; I began to see he had a problem. When your partner is lost in their phone it feels like your second choice. Your presence irritates their soul.

So I used my diary I kept on my Android to reconstruct our relationship drama during an active cycle of binge porn. Using Google calendar I connected the dots between our texts, conversations, and his lies. I felt so betrayed when I learned he even used it on days he said he didn't want to have sex out of respect for the dead!

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